I am so darn scare these days.

No news form the Police yet. I am so scare to check my email box for fear that there is a rejection letter inside. On the other hand, I wish there is a phone call to tell I am in. I really don't like the feeling of waiting.

I've never been that anxious before. It's probably I want the job so much. I still think I am the perfect match for the job than any applicants else. I hope there will be some good news next week.